Don't even know where to start. Just feel like no matter what I do, I can't ever seem to get things in order with my art and my writing. I get snippits out here and there, and I've gotten a few crochet, knitting, and perler bead projects done this past year, but overall, I just keep falling behind and never quite "getting there." I realized a little while ago that a project I think of being started "just a couple months ago," was actually started (and I got an amazing start to it) over a year and three months ago. >.< Just feel like no matter what I do, I can never get myself in line.
And I feel like a failure.
And it doesn't help that the world around me is falling apart. Busted pipes, blown brake cylinders, lay offs, and so much more. It really does feel like the world is out to get me.
Which I know isn't true, but sometimes....it gets heavy.